My OBGYN looking into doctors he knows
Having the insurance I now have
DOSENT get me far
But I fight all the way through
And hold them accountable
I'm sure it has been figured out
I have no problem when I have personally gone through something will not hold this tongue
Doctors who stood before me and dropped their heads in shame
To have been lied to buy the reconstructive doctor
What my OBGYN isn't hearing
If he finds me a really good doctor
I will have them taken out
And I want to have a symmetrical look
A flat chest
Only with a clean look
Does this make sense
Waiting for a happy feeling moment with this very broken body
L4L5 hurt so badly
Won't even even talk about my neck and shoulders
The muscles in my body gone
This beautiful body lost all its muscle
Because I have been walking with a cane for the past five years
the muscle in on calf is thinner than the other
My head still keeping it afloat
Having so many situations going on at once
Am I coming or going
I am so tired of the doctors
My lungs hurt
I woke up sometime last week
And my tongue hurt
You read right
I'm like
What the ****
my tongue
It lasted for two days
I brutal on my mouth
Having all my teeth
And one cavity in my lifetime
I brush at my tongue
Sometimes a bit to hard
Maybe it be the cause
What a weird feeling
Amazed at what the body can produce
Just like that
So
Taking all one moment at a time
Hoping to feel mentally better now
OFF THE TAMOXIFEN
we shall see
We shall see
Me