Pam,
Since DB was away during the holidays for a few weeks, and his being really dealing with the dark thoughts, etc., as well as frequently laying down; it was difficult to know whether he was able to continue working. Actually, the hours alone have to be quite exhausting for him. Between his working, as well as your job, the dogs and the pond, there appears to be very little time for enjoying some special time. Both of you really have taken on a huge task caring for the house and all the extras.

I am glad to learn you are able to go to work today; at least getting away from home; even for a short time may be a plus. I remember you had mentioned Vallium,(which I take 2 5mg's daily; it does also help with sleep) but it seems you may have been switched to Xanax. If the 1/2 of the Zoloft appears to be helping, maybe your doctor would rethink your taking a full tablet; especially if you feel you would rather hold off.

Thanks for filling in some of the empty spaces. I really do care very much.

Take care dear friend.


Gerry