Hello lobsterfan: Welcome to NeuroTalk.

May the time you spend here be of benefit.

I see you're listed as being a "Guest". So I don't know if you'll be spending additional time here on NT or not. I noticed you wrote that you have difficulty reading. So perhaps being here on NT may be a problem for you.
I'm not sure where to direct you from here, on NT, should you wish to continue posting. One possibility might be the general & rare conditions forum:
https://www.neurotalk.org/forum2/
Another option might be Autoimmune Diseases:
https://www.neurotalk.org/forum44/
Under any circumstances... I wish you well in your efforts to heal.