Judypie,

It sounds like you need to find a psychologist who can help you identify your problems and help you develop some strategies to move forward. You may be suffering from PTSD and the many related symptoms that come with PTSD.

It appears you copy/pasted your list of symptoms from an online source, possibly WebMD. This will turn off any doctor who sees this list.

It helps to make up a personal list of symptoms. You don't say what your individual symptoms are.

What part of Arizona are you in ? Maybe we can find a referral for you.