i think the antidepressants have been covering up the mood and the lowering of them have really brought it out. he would afraaid to raise them for fear the mania would get worse. that is how he treated the mania. yesterday i thought all day and night about God and Suri.I also burnt myself on my breast 8n years ago and it left a scar, Of course scaredy cat hasn't had it checked out because i have had it so long and know what caused it. I am okay about determinism and free will and last night figured that if as in Job and other places say if you fear God and stay away from evil you will be okay no matter how much you are tested.
I have had cats since I was 12 but they never cease to amaze me. Abby is especially active abysinian/ I am beginning to develop confidence that Pudge can hold her own. still abby going after her neck upset me.
I am still looking at pants a few times a day :-(