i had six slices of rye bread and butter yesterday. today I ordered more coffee creamer. I haven't developed a taste for black coffee. I also ordered a bottle of scotch and I think i am going to buy a bottle of drambuie. somebody mentioned a rusty nail at pt on monday and i am really curious. I don't know why I ate so much bread. I never have it in the house and I guess these two packages are the last. totally no control and total impulse. I even ate some butter plain. I hardly drink so I am wondering if i am looking for trouble. I am skipping pt today. I am just too tired. Yesterday I couldn't stay up for Trump's speech although I heard a lot of it this morning, I am going to skip the senior center today. I wish I weren't so tired. the doctor got my blood test and he didn't call me. I see him on the 31st. He must not have seen anything too bad in the blood. I am not sleeping well. I just can't seem to catch up