Things are only somewhat better in certain areas.
Thursday I cried at pdoc's when I started off the session by announcing, "I am tired."

She gave me some stupid advice that I took to mean I could try harder.
She said it is hard to "do things" but once I start them I might be o.k.
I ignored her by not responding.
Getting to her office was a minor miracle for me. I had to force myself to do the thing.

F her.


She recommended a blood pressure med that will help with hallucinations.
Treatment of Nightmares With Prazosin: A Systematic Review


I told her to look up whether it was contraindicated for Verapamil. DUH. It is.
She said that we could lower the Verapamil by a little in order to add
a small dose of her med.

No new meds. I am tired of her meds -- we were playing with her meds from June 2016 to December 2016 and I am
taking a break from that for now.


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