Originally Posted by mymorgy

i decided to walk there because it is close. My legs gave out near the hospital and a very nice man helped me a little and then told somebody to get a wheelchair.At that point i was on the wet ground. no support from my legs/

then i was taken to the wrong place. i told them the sixth floor and finally right before they were going to dothe ultrasound there , they took me in the wheelchair to the sixth floor where the guy was waiting. I told him it was so hard being bipolar. He said he knew. his aunt is bipolar and goes to a pdoc but refuses medication.
I canceled tomorrow's physical therapy. my legs can't take it. they need to rest.
I"ll go on Monday. fighting more with stella and boy did i get nasty. she really triggered me. that might be the end. haven;t heard from her since.
see the psychiatrist on thursday. will tell him about the continued eating and some buying