I called the urologist and I have an appointment in mid-April.

I pinched a nerve in my neck yesterday morning, but went food shopping anyway. I got stuck in a line without a bagger and had to lift the grocery bags over the counter and lean over to put them into the carriage, and I ended up pulling a muscle in the right side of my chest and reigniting the pain in my abdomen. I should have told the checkout girl I couldn't do it, but I didn't want to cause trouble or be seen like I was being a *****. I was so ****ing miserable... I ended up taking a Vicodin, and it helped. I'm about 50% better this morning.

I have a ton of laundry to do. I know if I do it, I'm going to aggravate something/everything, but I feel incredibly guilty that I'm not doing it. This is MY problem... if my husband was here he would forbid me from doing it. I keep trying to remind myself of that. Maybe if I find something useful, but less physical to occupy myself I will feel less guilty. I'm so neurotic.