Being manic is absolutely NOT your fault.

I'm glad that you will be seeing your pdoc Tuesday. You may not like some of the things she has to say, but I hope that she doesn't yell at you or give you a huge lecture. You don't need that right now.

I'm glad you have an appointment scheduled with your tdoc Monday, but it's totally understandable if you don't feel up to going to back to back appointments right now...

The pdoc appointment is more important because you have to get your meds straightened out so that you can level out as soon as possible.

Hang in there Bizi

Love (((HUGS)))