The Last procedure hasn't worked, if I didn't know better I'd think I'm getting crps in the area, some days it just burns and touching it hurts and I get weird tingling sensations in it. But I think the tingling is the epidural trying to seep in. I'm just so tired, my tears are back & im exhausted.

My cousin is trying to coerce me into ketamine infusions which he's just having this week & has to spend 2 weeks in hospital. I've tried to explain ketamine is an unaccepted drug in our workplace so I'd have to have time off for the infusion & then time off for it to pass through the system & my understanding is you then go back for top ups regularly. He's on it because he has bad pain but he has become severely addicted to oxy, endone, fentanyl patches & Valium. Pops all of them like lollies. Makes me laugh sometimes when I'm trying so hard not to pop them. He had even doubled his patches for cross over recently.. I hope the ket works for him & I'm lead to believe the 2 weeks in hospital is to gently detox him from all the other stuff.

Have I got my understanding of ketamine infusions wrong? Surely it's not just a one off lifetime event.