I remember the clonidine was effective when tried it a couple of times for intrusive thoughts, but I didn't notice any effect on my general anxiety yesterday.

My anxiety isn't quite as high this morning
I took 1mg of Klonopin, and am much more comfortable. I can handle THIS level of anxiety

I finally called to make an appointment with my neuro. The medical secretary said they were booking in July (I already have an appointment in June), but when she asked what was going on, she gave me an appointment for today at 4:30. I have to start making a list of things I want to discuss and hopefully by the time the appointment comes around, I will have remembered everything. My anxiety may be down because I finally took step to address some of the issues that have been plaguing me even though I might not like the answers. IDK.

The timing of the appointment is awful for me though because I'm usually sleeping. I'm worried about taking a nap because I sleep so long and it's so ****ing hard to wake me up. And I'm worried about not taking a nap because I don't know what kind of condition I'll be in if I don't, and I have to drive.

I haven't had to clean any cat puke since Monday night (knock on wood)… I think that is a recent record. The cats will be 100% on the new food today and I hope things continue to go well…

Also, I stopped spraying the Felaway a while ago, but have a diffuser still plugged into an outlet in the bedroom. I'm keeping up with clipping their nails too, and they're still not scratching the furniture!