It seems to come, and go. My memories seem to be fresh, but it's been 12 years now that I've been away from that place. I forgive them. They were allowed to be that way because the owner didn't do enough to discourage this activity. The owner was part of the problem. I saw such a bad side of human nature, and as for maturity, they where not mature. They seemed to enjoy upsetting me at times. I got upset many times just before I left. I had intrusive thoughts when walking in the door about me being yelled at for no reason at all. They said at one time that I was their best worker. I just don't know!!! I did everything that they asked, and much, much more.

Some people seem to be sadistic to a person who has emotional disorders. This has happened time, and time again. If they see that they can hurt you, they will, and they enjoy it. I don't know why, but it's happened over, and over since I was a kid.

Thank you for letting me vent. BF