Thanks. I'm trying...TRYING...to stay as positive as possible...it's just incredibly frustrating. Dealing with insurance companies is very stressful...and right now I am dealing with three of them. The stress is not good for me and I'm trying to avoid it...but kind of hard to do that at the moment. I don't feel ready to give up on working...and maybe that's part of my problem. I should just start to accept that this is my new reality and move on...but I'm not there yet.