I canceled the pdoc appt.
'Left the message that I am too depressed and asked for an appt a week from now.

The 7:00 meeting is tonight. I think I can make it.

M
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Update


After the two hour meeting and driving home after 9:00 pm I realized that I was so
very depressed.
The depression was scary.

Now I am awake for no reason except that I prefer to be awake rather than sleep.
And I do not want to take any more Lunesta.
There is a chance that it is making the depression worse.



M