No real news here as to any progress but I am still early in recovery.
Last week I went through a terrible stretch of burning and the nerves firing and wreaking havoc. I almost gave up, had my car keys in hand and was standing by my car several times contemplating a trip to the liquor store. I just wanted a day away from my emotional and physical pain but in the end I knew it would not be a day but more likely months, years, or the rest of my life finding my way back. At my worse I prayed and vowed if the terrible burning in my legs did not stop I would buy some beer the next day as I could do this no more. Miraculously the next morning my symptoms were much improved. Maybe there is a God.