I'm sorry you're so depressed, Bobby

Buying a lot of things doesn't always mean you're manic, especially if it's the only symptom that might indicate mania. Your mood is very low, so I doubt it's "manic" behavior, but your depression is complex, so it's behavior that you should probably run by your pdoc the next time you see him

I hope the new laser toy works out. It sounds like it will be fun for the cats, and fun for you to watch them play with