I think asking them early is a good idea because that way they can be on the look out for a vacant apartment that suits my needs. Maybe that will mean we move earlier though. So I guess I should start getting around to doing some of the "move out" cleaning tasks on my list just in case. I worry that I won't have the energy to do the extra work and I'll drive myself into the ground trying to do it and/or the cleaning will be activating and I'll end up hypo/manic…

My list is divided up by room. I need to separate it further by "need to do" vs. "want to/should do." A lot of the things that need to be done really aren't that taxing (although some are), but if they are left to be done until the day we move out, altogether they will bury me.

I'm getting anxious about the move in general even though it's the beginning of May and our lease isn't up until the end of July. There is a sense of uncertainty, which I don't enjoy, and I know no matter what the move will mean a lot of work on my part.