My husband would never consent to hiring somebody to come in here and clean. He won't want to spend the money. He knows it will take me time, but he thinks I'm capable of doing it…
I think I am capable of doing it if given enough time. I wouldn't be very happy if management here wanted us to move sooner tho because it would give me less time to get things done. A little euphoric hypo/mania would be welcome if it wasn't so dangerous for me.
Vacuuming is very taxing. I can do it every other week instead of weekly so I can get a couple of things on my list done instead.

I skipped my nap yesterday because my husband needed my help with something. Staying up was brutal and I turned in early, but I woke up at 6am, so I'm very tired. I still hope to get an early start today so I can get some things done. I never got around to cleaning my kitchen floor last week, so I'm going to do that, and maybe a couple of other things on my list in the kitchen.

I'm considering going to the office today to talk to someone about moving. IDK. I am anxious about it. I think I will take a look at the entrances to the buildings of the complex I have my eye on again before I do that. The property is around the corner, so I could do that today, and still visit the office. Because I am anxious I will need enough Klonopin in me for the conversation. My social anxiety can be very bad in situations like that and is apparent to other people.

I went grocery shopping yesterday. I will avoid doing that on Sundays from now on because that's obviously when the amateurs come out. It was very frustrating to try and make my way through the store, and it took me almost twice as long to do my shopping yesterday.
It's over with for now… but I have to go back because I forgot bread, hot dog rolls, and the chips my husband asked me to buy. I'm not happy about that.