After my prayers
And meditate
I begin my day
So difficult as the pain level is way up there
In addition to the harassing behavior of the above tenant with whom I will be going to court with
As SHE put out a harassment charge
In all and short
I was prepared from the building I come from
I never wanted it to get this out of hand and as I had personal reservations how the management office operates
The director who I deal with always has been caught in a few lies
This will be interesting
As the charge is not light
And because I have an assigned worker in the case from my phone call to Housing Mortage Finance Agency who in turn directed me to the appropriate department are the only one who will direct me
I have taken all the proper steps
So
I did my part
Found my suspicions were on the money
I will be picking up a written explination where and how my
documents went MIA
The director is throwing the lettter to be written into the hands of the new additional manger to help the helplessly lying one
May my Heavenly Father so who calls the shots
All I ever wanted was for the vicious racket stop
But we are talking about many corrupt cans that may open up
The fellow assigned to my case is my saving grace
Hopefully this will all be behind us and she will stop
I have so much proof to show it is a false report
At the hours of her racket I have nobody else but the police to call
I retire to bed by 11:00 in the evening
It usually begins at 1:00a.m. In the morning and like every hour on the hour
Burned out my little iPod recording her noises that wake me

Why I say do I have to go through this
And at this level
So much embarrassing truth is coming out
I would be ashamed if I did what the director thinks she is allied to do
Terrible
Terrible things when money is at the core of it all

My body hurts so badly
It is the one thing that really brings me down
Especially when it is heightened like it has this month
My torodol shot two weeks ago helped for about the two weeks
Because it's back
This rubber band like snap starting at my left neck shoulder then an electrical snap to the top of my head it's the second time it's happened in this month
OMG
Trying to explain is a different issue
However when I began to explain to my pain specialist he finished my sentence when he said it shot up into my brain
And after it happens I feel as if I'm bruised internally
Should this make any sense to anybody
Pushing through
The truth is pain is awful
Just awful
Scary when something new starts
Now what I tell myself
I pray on it
But inside know my body like only Heavenly Father does
So depressing thoughts begin and I have to counter it
With my mind and doctors
My hands and feet
The doctors cannot figure out what is going on
Hard to deal with that
Today is a tough day
My neck is hurting so
I found myself on my back
A big no no
My body is propped so I cannot turn from my side to my back for the obvious reasons
Hoping to get out of this funk soon
Me