thins are progressing with alicia. I keep on giving her things. she has been buying me the big cupcakes that I love. even gave me a banana. Yesterday after the thursday lecture ends in about five weeks I told her she can still take that hour off. I found out that she prays every morning when she wakes up for her family. she said that I could pray for myself since I don't have a family. I hadn't thought of that. I thought it was easier for me to meditate on God because I don't have an intimate relationship like husband or children. she said no. She takes good care of herself. I am in a very strange mood