Hugs and well wishes in return
It is just like you said
So difficult to step back
My older children rather than help guide her are not being responsible and they too do not get it
One cannot stay sober on their own
My son dabbling with death and adds alcohol as a replacement because he says he can control himself
My eldest a taste for alcohol
The mother of my grandchild
The only one who's been bitten by he rooms
Still not in a good way
And then we have my youngest
A road she doesn't have to travel
She lives with me and my grandchild
Trying to get help is never going to work if she has no desire to get help
Invincible she thinks she is
I kills to watch
Very carefully I deal with her
Very gently
And then there are times I just want to shake her
She knows what she is doing
This is the part that hurts
She knows
Will alway be their cheerleader
When will she start to fight back
All I can do is pray
Pray to Heavenly Father that they will find their way sooner than later
And to see I'm on their side and understand
Thanks for the support
Holding in
As I hold on to her and try not letting her fall into the abyss
Much love with warm hugs
Me