I made the very stupid decision to just clean the freezer yesterday...
Then water dripped down into the fridge and I got stuck having to clean that, too. I never got around to cleaning the outside of it, but I did that fairly recently. Please tell me how/why I had so much cat hair in that thing?
It was a miserable 4 hour ordeal (including many breaks of course) and I suffered/am suffering for it. I took 4 Advil when I got up and it is helping with the pain a bit tho.

I assumed that checking such a big project off my list would alleviate some anxiety, but nope. It's worse. It's like everything I look at this morning needs to be cleaned, scrubbed, packed, or whatever right away even though I'm ****ING EXHAUSTED. I am trying to remind myself how much time I have left to do things, but it is just not helping today.

I assumed I'd be spending today in bed after all that activity, but my anxiety isn't going to allow me to sleep, or even really rest, anytime soon. I could clean a little more, but that may be more activating. I'm considering going to get my nails done a day early instead IF, IF, I'm up to driving. I really don't know what to do with myself...