i don't think i will be ready to go back to the senior center next week. I almost started crying. The drugs aren't working. I have been given a lot of nurturance this week. Now I miss my morgy so much. I want to join him. I know it is the bipolar. I seem to be moving further away from God. I have been praying to him today to help with the bipolar. I never usually ask Him for anything. I wish I could get closer to Him. all this shopping has distanced me from Him. what a mess