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Originally Posted by Brokenfriend
I'm feeling deep fear in the back of my mind. I'm not trying to think about loosing my benefits, but my mind keeps going over, and over it. If I think about it, it becomes distorted in my mind. This may be a OCD affect.
I'm glad that you all are here. BF  |
BF,
I wish there was something I could say or do to take away this fear. All I can do is to ask you to try to trust in God's love for you. He sends many signs we often do not see. He even sends messengers like those of us who are here caring about you.
I was just saying my night prayers and in the middle of praying I felt the urge to check on you so I stopped and came to my computer to see how you are doing. To see when God is working is a gift. I pray you will work towards obtaining that gift. It is yours for the asking. Let go and give Him your fears.
You are very "special" in God's eyes as well as ours.
Gerry