Thank you Gerry. One thing that I realized yesterday when I was reading in the book of Psalm, is the word Blessed. I believe that there is a blessing on my life. A blessing.

I've seen the word many hundreds of times, but I realized the gravity of the value of the word. I meditated on the word blessing. I felt relief, but the fear crept back into the back of my mind early this morning.

Fear is shattering, confusing, distorting, tormenting, discouraging, and keeps on buffeting my mind. It is a cruel thing. I started to ache with fear again. I didn't have a panic attack though, but there was fear of loss.

It's always good news when people reassure me that I'm not going to loose my social security disability, and things like that. BF