You know it's funny. When I wake up I can't hardly wait to go back to sleep. I sleep so much I can actually set the clock by it. It's late morning nap, after lunch nap, pre supper nap, post supper nap, late evening nap, then there's the longest nap, out for the night. I just can't stay awake. If I try to fight it I get dizzy or brainfogged, or my heart beats hard and fast, it's awful.

Last day or so I've been dreaming very pleasant dreams. Don't want to wake up.

There is nothing in my life to be awake for, except for eating and going to the bathroom.

There is no place where I can just sit in the sun around here. The streets are dangerous. And the city walled off the beach. If I go to the park there is a chance I could be attacked and or robbed.