I think it's so great that you are able to do as much as possible and still do some things you enjoy. It's been a rough couple of years for me here after I fell off a ladder in 2015 and that caused my RSD to get much worse. Such is life...but I still try to find those little things that I CAN do to feel like I am able to give back in some way to others. Sorry to hear that things got worse for you too. Hugs.