I don't want to feel anything
Let me turn it over
Trying to erase what was said this morning
Letting it go
Not to feel their shortcomings
I have myself to take care of
I have to take care of myself
I am good for nothing if I don't let it go
It cuts me up
And I don't deserve the way my children manipulate me
Shame on me
I must stop and start my day over again for the third time
After hearing from my middle sister
Someone who calls when she is overwhelmed and needs reasoning she turns to me

And I say to myself again
Eva let it go
Letting it go
We shall see
We shall see
How this works for today
I will be selfish and take care of this person
Turn to Heavenly Father and just do
One step at a time
Me