It was is still a painful feeling I'm going through
Naught Corissa a pool membership for our pool we go to
for her birthday
We got up
After the laundry was washed but not dried
My OCD
SUCKS
SO promised Eva we would go to the pool
Couldn't do anything about drying cloths
Card broken
It's the weekend
My last for or five days or who really knows
Corissa opted out
And oh God
When she said to me you can handle it
I shut down
Won't be seeing her tonight I'm sure
Her keys here
She got up and took a shower
Cause I told her I don't trust her
And ask why she did not want to come I promised
And I need to get the things I can't do alone
And she took a shower walked out without saying goodbye
I put towels in the bag
Brought a Barbie threat can go in the water
It was the only thing I could carry
Have no small cart
And was in so much pain the entire
My chair was home
Had to sit on a metal bench
Or sat at the side of the pool
And I just cried so hard inside

Have you ever done that
Every muscle in you body including my eyeballs hurt
With pain and utter sorrow
We left after 2 1/2 hrs

I cried felt things I hated to have to feel and go through
It ducks big time

Took her to drive through Wendy
For her FF
Me