Hi maestro89
Welcome to NeuroTalk

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I am sorry to read about what you have experienced.
One of the most active NT forums is "
Traumatic Brain Injury and Post Concussion Syndrome " (
https://www.neurotalk.org/forum92/).
It might be an idea if you checked it out. It is completely fine for you to start your own thread there

. I am sure that other members will be able to offer you support and suggestions.