I had to write her again
Something I did not want to have done after already writing her
Cried all the way home together
I held her hand the entire ride home and let her cry it out
Angry
You bet
And then the phone rang
It was her
Yelled out to Eva to pick up the phone
As I picked up before answering machine would
Asked where she was
About 50 miles away at a Friends parents house
Yup
You would think the parents would have probed figured out a 19 year old not working not a graduate and the clothes on her back
Okay
Maybe not the kind of paranting I would do having some of Corissas run always
Had them contact their parents and return the next day
No I'm not okay
She will be graduating kindergarten
Putting on a show
Told the teacher I was giving up my ticket for mother and BFF (her titti Corissa)
I am so angry
I am that Eva all over again
Truly literally like Ground Hog Day
I broke inside hearing her cry it out
She cried so hard
And there was nothing I could do but let her
She hasn't really cried yet
Yeah the tears would well up her eyes
Just wanted to punch a wall
So angry
Today mad her her breakfast in the shape of a bear
She smiled and was happy
Hoping she will stay in that mood
Raining here
Gloomy
"Gloomy Sunday"
Me