Hi David

Good to hear back from you - like you I've been M.I.A for a while - computer snafu's meant I was offline for a while - I think I may have lost a few days of postings.

I've also been supporting my elderly friend through the recent illness of her husband - sadly the funeral is this afternoon - he was suffering terribly so while we are all devastated at his loss we are relieved it hasn't been drawn out - the prognosis was it could have been years.

I understand your not wanting to think about the PN - it's an all-consuming illness that if you let it, it can get you down. As well as throwing yourself into work I've found it helpful to get involved in something you're passionate about that's just for you - I'm currently in a battle against bureaucracy to save a unique place, that's special to me, from being closed permanently. It's uplifting (and a good distraction) to be able to take the frustration with my illness and vent it into writing scathing letters that illuminate the mistakes of the decision makers. Fortunately I'm working with a group who feel as passionate about this as I do and we're supporting each other through this.

I hope your summer isn't too hot and is giving you the chance to get outside and enjoy nature.

Cheers bluesfan