As I said earlier, I don't know why this bothered me so much. Fear, and obsession are very delusional. I can not think clearly when I'm having panic, and are alarmed.

I'm concerned about these emotions that I have had recently. I seem to be getting a little worse in the last 6 months. I don't know why this is happening. I hope that these alarming feelings become less intensifying, and start to subside. I'm feeling better at this time. BF