Attention
Heaven forbid I do not go to the shore with my so and partner
And my baby sister
Because my son wants to do things his way and doesn't know how not to bring up certain things at places that should be fun to be at
I wanted to avoid that
Never expressing this I decline
And OMG
All hell broke loose
The foul mouth utter disrespect
Shut him down
Broke his finger with some truth
Stopped real quickly
Having to remind him I can't take flight when I want to
And run away for a couple of days
I have a grandchild I am responsible for
And what was his excuse about being a uncle to his niece Eva
Nothing to say
That was the end of him picking a fight
He was someone I wasn't ready to hang with
Not now
Not till he gets clean
And I doesn't hurt any less having to say no
But getting better at it
And turn it over to Heavenly Father
Moving on
My eldest missing me
My granddaughter mother my third child in a fog
And my youngest still hasn't seen enough
Will be home today
Each of them having different personalities haveing to deal with them differently
Learning to walk away from some things
For the good of my health
I call my baby sister and asked what was said in any reference to me in anyway
Sure enough
She tells him I declined to come
Which now explains the rant of texting I got from him
Wasn't having it
Sometimes I feel as if I give attention to one the other gets upset
Childish behavior
And they try to pick fights with me
And I don't give them the chance
Foolish
Foolish
Me