I am back to a deep depression. yesterday I listened to too much news on the health care. I think they are monsters. I am 73 so it is unlikely their diabolical sh#t will effect me but we live in such a cruel world. I feel sick from what I ate last night. It was crazy eating the raw meat and two boxes of sandies pecans.
I feel trapped in my apartment. I am terrified that I will keep on spending. I didn't factor in abby's vet bills. I know I am lucky to have alice robert and marcia. stella is going today to europe. she is spending soe time in hostels for 36 dollars a night and then couchsurfing.com where she will stay for free in people's homes. I would have been too scared to do that when I was younger.
I definitely am not helping myself. what a mess. what a cry baby/ my legs hurt too