i am scared. Abby isn't playing. she isn;t chasing the laser. she is sitting in the sun. she has been napping all day. I am just so depressed. she is grooming herself now. I have a stomach ache and my nerves are so shot. I can;t wear shoes because of my toe nail. I wonder if she hates me because of the medication. I wonder if she needs more medication because her stools still aren't firm. I might not wait for the next psychiatrist appt. I read one of the psalms. It didn't help. now she is running away from me