David maybe the smiley Icon appeard as a hint that ll is not too far gone.

I would say though this job is killing you emotionally. It has to be difficult when the stress takes a physical toll like this. You have so much already with mom, and housing, to take on this jobs stress has to be far too much.

I take lexapro for my racing thoughts. It helps me focus, not totally but at least 90%. THis is enough to keep family and job together. But, I still ahve so much house work to keep up or catch up with.

Is there anywhay you could find a job in your field that would not have this termoil? Ihave to say, your troubles are yours, but with the employees and superiors meedy, you are collectivly receiving FAR TOO MUCH STRESS, that should not be yours!

Vent away, but I wish there were a resolution.
Dianne