Diane

many thanks for your reply, im stuck though..... I've been doing this type of work present job 5 years previous job siocial services [ Disabled adults] 10years i wouldn't know what else to do. I used to see it as penannce for trying to kill myself. Now its my life.

AT TIMES i want to stop carring but cant, i hide my own frailties behind others.

You are completely right though, ..... Those in charge couldn't care less about front-line workers actually doing the job.

If i stop what do i do?, i have constantly asked myself this question, and cant find answers.