i don't know what part the stroke has to do with it or the combination of the stroke and the bipolar. since I had the stroke i gained 12 pounds which makes me very sad and scared and upset and angry at myself that I can't control my eating cupcakes etc. I could always control my eating sweets. Now I look forward to eating sweets and chocolate and show no will power and scared of my diabetes. I am also angry at my doctor for not testing me all along for blockage of my caratoid arteries because of my high cholesterol. Robert always has his doctor do it. I am mad at myself for not realizing that something was wrong with abby's stools since i got her. I wouldn't have done anything with the breeder but I would have taken her to the vet. I was studied to let the p.t.s push me too much and make me worse. I am angry that I have spent so much money even though i like what I bought. I have so much anger.
love
bobby