I did plan to hold off on the hormonal therapy. Don't want to add too many things in the mix. yes ma'am the more I think about it I am seriously considering a leave of absence. My doctor said I just need to say the word and it's done. He said he thought work would be a distraction but I can physically feel my nerves stimulating as soon as I get there... And they calm down when I go outside for lunch and when I get in my truck to go home. It's very real. I can't control it. I can also take FMLa for 12 weeks and have job security. I am fortunate enough to have some money put away. I was thinking a trip home to the UK might serve me well (cocktails before the flight!). So... Here I am now .. At a Pitt stop...
Driving to see my horse... 90 miles away.... I won't accommodate my anxiety!!
God bless you ma'am.