both aides don't work hard. Marci talks a lot and if i don't talk back I think her feelings are hurt. they don't straighten out things. my feet shouldn't be dirty. one of them should vacuum. I am very generous. I don't know how appreciative they are. I think I am going to stop. I don't look my age so that is a problem.. I think they think I am lazy. I spend practically the whole time in bed. I am tired. most of the time i bring my dishes to the kitchen. I am dressed and have lipstick on.. Everything is an effort. I look forward to a week without appointments. I let alicia leave for about 1 and half hours. I don't mind it but she could do more work.