stella took me out to eat at the indian place for lunch. I didn't take the cane. I was optimistic because I have been doing the leg lifts. walking home a block ad a half was a nightmare. stella made me more nervous because she kept on making scary sounds like I was going to fall any minute. It seems to happen mostly after I eat. I looked it up on the internet but couldn't find anything. I will keep on doing the leg lifts. the doctor's office on friday is a long walk once I get there and a long walk back to get a cab. I am scared
bobby