I got to the old place at about 7:30 yesterday morning, and I brought 2 iced coffees with me lol

The move-out instructions said that cleaning the appliances, the kitchen and bathroom were particularly important, so that's where I focused almost all of my energy. I kept hearing your "voices" in my head telling me that things didn't have to be perfect, so I just did what I could with x, y, and z then moved on to the next task. I was still SO SLOW tho. What a ****ing pipe dream shampooing the carpets was!!! SOOOO MANY cabinets/shelves/drawers to clean... I didn't even get to clean the window sill, never mind wash the blinds, in the master bedroom before I ran out of time, and I really regret that. I wish I had showed up earlier or stayed later Monday so I could have done it. I just finished by the skin of my teeth.

BUT IT'S OVER.

I did take a nap when I got home. It was the first opportunity I've had to take one in a while. Corey had a really hard time getting me up. I haven't had any trouble sleeping here, but it may be because I've been ****ing exhausted.

I fell 3 times yesterday, and am in super-rough shape today. EVERYTHING hurts, I threw my neck out AGAIN, and I'm covered in bruises. But, of course, I have a lot to do today.

I need to do laundry (not in the shape I'm in now tho), go to Walmart, and do some light food shopping, but my car is packed with **** because Corey is back to being lazy. I can't carry the things that are in there, especially in the shape I'm in right now. He said he expects to be done bringing everything in "by the end of the week."

I think Corey is in love with the apartment now. It's definitely an upgrade. It will only get better once I'm able to unpack more (of course I'll be the one doing the unpacking) and we can settle in. The view from the deck is very pretty and we sit out there in the evenings, smoking cigarettes occasionally. We never sat out on the patio in the old apartment. it was below ground.