Never will I be accused of not telling it like it is
Sure it comes out of my mouth so I would automatically i is my opinion
Not the truth
So I wrote both and clearly expressed I
I am in my own hole digging my way out thT I let happen to me
I am tired of the one who cannot really tell it like it is
I don't want to be the one they come toand that's ON ME
no body else
ON ME
telling those who already know what means most and it not be understood leaves me lonely
I will not stand for what is just allowed in today's world


For my grandchilds mother tell me My youngest is pushing the envelope how she dresses and why aren't I doing anything about it
Then I needed to remind her of my three then so close in age and when she was born and watched her personality reguardless 1or 2 parent household there is a thing called self respect
And a placece for everything and leave it at that
And honest I ask her to be so I know what the future may have in store
A few doctors she needs to see
She hasn't seen the orthodontist and because her father pays for it
That was a struggle
But I got him to comit to
Now after taking it to help regulate hormones it is only thought of I won't get pregnant
OMG just to think how it is she is living in her head
It is so frustrating
Attracting the one she had unprotected sex with everyday no protection
And said I didn't miss taking my pill
Don't worry
She needs to see a few doctors
I cannot do it for her
I'm so relieved I had the inoculation to help not contract certain deadly diseases
And just love that commercial that lay a guilt driven message that ticks me off
It goes something like the

"Did you know about it mom? Dad?
Really
What about the parents who think the relationship between us is not fake
And we are the ones who is blamed
"Did you know about it Mom? Dad?
Really
Many parents don't know themselves

So I'm awake
I make perfect sense
And she missed her yesterday's pill
Does it get understood
And I'm so not that mom who mine was to me
My sister before me says
She felt better st the end of our conversation
She is worried how she will come up with $5,000.00 by end of this month so my nephew the only other child I this family a year older than my youngest no real relationship
So my child home says mom I am not heterosexual
I am gay as I truly believe and it is okay as it is the real person in and out
Or am I misunderstood

Wrote them both
I apologize for nothing
I am dissipointed and aren't going anywhere
I feel good
God is good
Having a hard time getting air out
Gonna relax and pray on it for I need to feel the freedom promised
I am my own slave

Me