I have seen all my MRIs, and sometimes I think of myself of being brain damaged because of the MS. It's not a pleasant thought, but it's true. I'm sorry that you are thinking of the damage from your stroke in that way right now

I'm glad that you joined the Mayo Clinic forum. I'm sure that there are a lot of people there who struggle with the same things you are struggling with now, and a lot of people who can give you good guidance and support

Have you been having falls recently because of your balance problems, or are you getting around the apartment okay (with or without your cane)?

Have you been getting out for your walks at all, or have you not felt up to it?

I wish things were easier for you Bobby
I hope that the increase in Wellbutrin starts to kick in and help you soon... some good sleep would be nice, too