Dear Eva, you and your loved ones are in my thoughts and prayers. I pray your BP is bought under control and you can find the strength to let your fears go free. Use the faith in yourself and our higher power to guide your thoughts to peaceful moments, I can't tell you it will all be ok, but I can tell you I believe in you and your ability to find the strength to be a patient in that hospital bed. You will remain in my thoughts and prayers and I'll check in tomorrow.