I don't seem to be feeling irritable. It disappeared...weeeeeird. Marcia is still coming. she is a little loud which sometimes bothers me but I am afraid to mention it because I don't want to insult her. I have had these new aide for two times. I want to keep her and will call the agency again to see if i can. she likes to put things in order. there is something unusual about her but i can't figure out what. there is NOTHING artificial about her. maybe that is it. I offer her food and she says no. I did give her two great pairs of shoes and she something like xmas came early. I asked if she wanted to borrow stretching liquid and she said no she can buy her own. when the social worker came, she sat with us at the table and joined in the conversation. she didn't vacuum but I am hoping because we were taalking. she didn't clean the kitchen floor because she asked me if I wanted her to because it looked clean to her. I like her.