Never will I let go
And keeping God in my being
Depression that riddles this entire family
Never will I give up till my dying day
With hope and prayer I go through what I am
Not alone
The aloneness I fell I'm praying will pass
As Heavenly Father has been watching and waiting for me to let go and trust him COMPLETELY
to my dear friends who have followed my life story
Thank you for your support as I too hope to give back what I receive
Thank you
At this very difficult time
Watching my babies go through this life of depression
May they find persons to lift them when they too feel they cannot go on
Depression kills all that is good
I cannot allow it to kill me
Trying my very best
Trying
Thank you all
Me

My son called
And tells me
Mom
No matter how many times I may be a jerk and mean to you
I'm sorry
Forgive me
I need you in my life
Please take care of you
For when that day comes
Know I love you and need you around as long as possible
And told him
I would do my very best for they be my all and am sad to see you all suffering
I will do my best
We spoke for three hours and did not want to get off the phone
Corissa has been speaking with her brother and he said he wants to be the brother he hasn't been
It is a beautiful thing when they reach out for one another
It's a beautiful thing