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Eva, my tears have been dry this week, they've just returned in a vengeance reading this passage. My heart is breaking for you and yours, I pray Corissa gets to hear you have people across the world who know her through your passages and we know she is more than just another pretty girl looking to find herself.

Life is not easy, today's world offers so much more influence than what it did in our day. Millennials' lives are forever impacted by this social media intrusion on the younger members in our circle of influence, they who have encountered parental separation, abuse, death and so much more. Not so dissimilar to what we encountered but somehow made worse by the "normality" of it social media has given it. It's as if it's inappropriate to grieve for what's gone wrong or hurt in their lives & the only appropriate approach is to act out, turn to alcohol or drugs. I'm not oblivious to the obvious - so did many of us, or our loved partners but we knew in our hearts it was wrong. The wrong friends who aren't really friends but just people they've met in passing or through someone who knows someone and are therefore merely passing acquaintances (if even that) on social media just seem to encourage the opposite of what we would council.

Sending you lots of virtual hugs, know you and your loved ones remain in my thoughts

In another passage I will tell you more of the young lodger we now have living with us, suicidal our first day back from holiday & where I had to drive out to fetch her back as the cafe owner phoned me to say I've got her by her jacket, how quick can you get here, she's incoherent but intent on throwing herself into the traffic, yours is the last number she phoned so I've got you, can you help....


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Originally Posted by eva5667faliure View Post
I have my arms wrapped around you with great love respect and appreciation
I most certainly will
She is special
Beautiful
Smart
Has empathy for all but herself
She asked me just yesterday
Mommy am I beautiful
I answered
I wish you could see what I do
Your beauty is so powerful
Find it
See it
Don't let it go
Yes you are not just beautiful
But stunning
Inside and out
She is Gerry
She really is
Hoping she gets to love herself and never lets go
She say
Mom there is no place like home
And I know how hard you love
And I will never let go of that
I have to go
I have to figure some things outside on my own
And know I have your love to hold on to
Never forget
You did nothing wrong
Don't go blaming yourself
I have the best mom anyone could ever hope for
You are real and beautiful too
Thank you momma
I will return
I just have to do this
I told her
I will never give up on you
Never
All of you suffer depression
And it's not your fault
Just know when your ready
There is help
And I will always be ready to help you get that help
Please be careful about the choices you make as you find what I see
I can't wait to tell her you are asking about her
Yes I can't wait
With all my heart
Thank you
You have my word
I will tell her
Love
Me
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